Wednesday, August 31, 2011

My nightly affirmation for the next 7 days....


Baby Suggs Holy is one of those literary characters that exists beyond the written word. She is a timeless sage, whose spirit is not contained on a page. For the next seven days, I will read the following sermon (from Toni Morrison's Beloved) so that I can remind myself of what living life fully is really all about--loving one's Self.

“Here,” she said, “in this here place, we flesh; flesh that weeps, laughs; flesh that dances on bare feet in grass. Love it. Love it hard. Yonder they do not love your flesh. They despise it… No more do they love the skin on your back. Yonder they flay it. And O my people they do not love your hands. Those they only use, tie, bind, chop off and leave empty. Love your hands! Love them! Raise them up and kiss them. Touch others with them, pat them together, stroke them on your face ‘cause they don’t love that either. You got to love it, you! And no, they ain’t in love with your mouth. Yonder, out there, they will see it broken and break it again.What you say out of it they will not heed…What you put into it to nourish your body they will snatch away and give leavins instead. No they don’t love your mouth. You got to love it."

"This is flesh I’m talking about here. Flesh that needs to be loved. Feet that need to rest and to dance; backs that need support; shoulders that need arms, strong arms I’m telling you. And oh my people, out yonder, hear me, they do not love your neck unnoosed and straight. So love your neck; put a hand on it, grace it, stroke it, and hold it up. And all your inside parts that they’d just as soon slop for hogs, you got to love them. The dark, dark liver - love it, love it, and the beat and beating heart, love that too. More than eyes or feet… More than your life-holding womb and your live-giving private parts, hear me now, love your heart. For this is the prize."

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

It's All About Choice

The past several years have been chocked full of emotional highs and lows. Although for quite a while I blamed others for some of my misfortunes, I have come to know that everything that happens to me is a result (more or less) of my own choices. When I allowed myself to overlook red flags in my path, when I turned a blind eye to my own instinct and intuition, when I closed my eyes to the blessings around me and became distracted by the woulda/coulda/shouldas, I was choosing to allow drama into my life.
I give thanks to Spirit, friends, and family that things are MUCH different now. Not necessarily because there aren’t still difficulties in my life—but because I have now allowed myself to deal with them with all of my senses. I no longer make decisions from over-rationalizing or from over-analyzing, but from allowing my logic to be directed by my heart. I feel openly and believe that I am my best me when I choose to trust my own feelings when I make decisions.
I am also learning that my best me is more conscious when it comes to the decisions I make. Every choice, every decision, every movement I make comes with its own consequence(s). Instead of jumping blindly into foolishness I am now allowing my faithfulness to be supported by patience and insight. I’m still a novice when it comes to living in this way, but I am very excited by the possibilities that come along with it.
I am determined to live more aligned with my Divine purpose. I give thanks that I have chosen to do so.

Peace, Love, & Light,
tdp