Tonight, I feel like I miss someone. So I’ve been searching my mind trying to figure out just which ex- has got my mind in such a state after a relatively good day. The best that I can come up with is that I don’t miss a particular person. Instead, I miss having someone.
There is a certain comfort in just knowing that you’ve crossed someone’s mind during the day…of knowing that they’re watching the clock until it’s time to see you just as you are doing for them. There is a certain warmth that comes from knowing that when you get home there will either be someone there to hold you or someone to call you and check on your day.
I think that’s what I miss. I miss intimacy. Sigh. I hope that it comes (back) soon.
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